Down I'm Going...

I appreciate your concern in my life, in my needs,
You’re my best friend cuz sometimes you give me some money.
Whatever I do, you know, I do for you – you just call me
I undress, let you look at my body and say:
“Oh boy, you look kinda funny!”

And I’m going down…
I’m going down, down, down
I completely depend
On what you expect right this moment from me.

The evening descends - I’m back here, I’m to serve at your pleasure,
I get mad, agitated and dangerous if you don’t call.
We go out so you show me around as your “hidden treasure”
To your friends and your family so you can brag that, if needed,
I’ll service them all.

Cuz I can’t wait to go down,
To go down, down, down
My whole life depends
On what you expect right this moment from me…
1994-2007

Magic Train

I never knew that words could hurt so much
Things’ve been wrong since we lost our touch
I have no one to tell about my pain
I have nothing to do but take my magic train
To go away.

I never tried to look into your thoughts
It seemed you loved me – now I know you did not
I was so blind, well, now it’s time to pay
There’s nothing left to do but take my magic train
And go away

My magic train, wonder-train
Takes me away from you
My lasting pain, bitter pain
Marks everything I do.
Some time so close, now so far
Just like two stars we stay
Maybe, I still could come back
But for this magic train…
The train doesn’t wait

When I come home, the silence greets me “Hi!”
And when I leave, no one’s to say “Good bye”
Wet to the skin, walking in pouring rain,
Whispering your name (just like a madman!),
Waiting for my magic train –
One way is away…
1993-2007

I Feel Cold

I feel cold...
I'm aware of it, I am in tune.
I was told
That I should think of transitioning soon
Paving way
For all those unborn that are yet to come
For they shall crave
Something different from what I have done.

I fee cold...
It surrounds me like nothing of kind
But I will hold
My burden closely like anything mine
There's a chance
I'll be gone sooner than I would like
But it makes no sense
To give in way before that first strike.

Как утомительны в России вечера...

Как утомительны в России вечера,
Когда страной владеет государство,
И вновь холопа волокут на царство -
Как утомительны в России вечера!

Народ безмолвным стадом пьет уже с утра,
И кроме водки ни хрена не надо!
А пастухи в сортирах мочат стадо -
Как утомительны в России вечера!

Как утомительны в России вечера,
Когда в подъездах бьют азербайджанцев.
Не вышли мордами - так вот же вам, засранцам!
Как утомительны в России вечера...

Страна не спит, а в коме, и дыра
В душе озлобленной наследницы хазаров
Зияет хищно, изрыгая желчь и ярость.
Как утомительны в России вечера!..

Ukraine-NATO: Germany And France Are Not Our Friends

How pathetic and ridiculous of Berlin and Paris! Especially, the words that came from an idiot who happens to be France's Prime Minister, Francois Fillon: "We think that it is not a good answer to the balance of power within Europe and between Europe and Russia".

Did you hear that? Same old French Russo-centric crap and the hopes that Sarkozy will change something are loudly crashing.

It is more than that, though. It is based on the well-known but rarely admitted attitude the German and French elites have always had toward us, "under-Europeans" - pure scorn. Otherwise, it was formulated as "Ukraine is not ready" or "now is not the time" which basically means "Keep out of our lovingly manicured sandbox because you're not good enough for us no matter how clean your shoes are".

Hey, Ukraine! You're only 16 so, like most teenagers, you may not fully realize who your friends are but at least now you should know who is NOT your friend: Germany and France. And, unfortunately for you, they're not alone.